Monday, December 04, 2006 . 11:02 PM

fuck my parents. first they say ok now they not even giving me the chance to try things out. really la screw them all.

when i wanna try something new my dad would just ask me to stop dreaming and be realistic. FUCK LA. from last time til now its always the same reply. IF HE DUN LET ME TRY HOW THE FUCK HE KNOW THAT I CANNOT DO IT. HE ALWAYS TALK SHIT ALWAYS TALK LOADS OF CRAP TO ME AND THINK THAT HE'S THE FUCKING BEST. FUCK HIM MAN.

people tell me its alright to dream ... but must pursue it... now i not only dream i even plan things out and start putting in my efforts already BUT ALL HE KNOW IS TO FUCKING TALK SHIT TO ME AND SHUT ME AWAY JUST LIKE THAT.

THIS KINDA PARENTS I DUN WAN ALSO GOOD. ONE DAY HOPE THEY JUST SEND ME AWAY AND I GO UP LIVE WITH JESUS BETTER RIGHT. SORRY BUT I BLAME NO ONE BUT THEM. THEY DUN GIVE ME THE CHANCE. AND I HOPE THAT I WUN HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS FAMILY ANYMORE. ITS PURE SHIT LIVING MY LIFE. GIVEN A CHOICE I RATHER BE REBORN AS A DOG THAN BE THEIR SON. FUCK THEM.

nvm no one wanna help me right, i do things myself.