Monday, October 31, 2005 . 12:41 AM

pictures will be uploaded soon.

here goes:

woke up and did some final touches to my pants.

rushed to kelton's house. nika and jennifer came. jiro and kaori was already there.

watch battle royale 2 while kaori helped me with make-ups. thanks kaori!

everyone was busily changing. i wore the most clothing! >_< it was fucking hot!

nika lent me her platforms but i broke it half-way so changed back to my original shoe.

after finishing our stuff, our whole group took a bus to serangoon mrt.

met geraldine there, her mouth gaped in shock when she saw us. i think geraldine's dress was really nice too.

took a train and alighted at douby gout mrt and went ps's mac to meet the rest.

people were staring at us from like every angle, hoping to make out that we are really human.

walked to fort canning to have our pictures taken. it was really great!

met alot of people. even shook hands with "wonder" band, "gesshoku".

photoshoot ended and we headed to pasta mania for dinner. i had beef spaggetti. yummy.

went to arcade after that. star factory was crowded so we headed to x zone.

talked to thomas and mark. i love them. learnt alot of things.

yay. i'll be planning out my band's things soon. hehe!

Friday, October 28, 2005 . 11:11 PM

okay i got my lips pierced today. for halloween, i got nothing to wear. i think i'll just be everyone's photographer then. haha.

hmmm, i don't care if i'm the worst dress idiot on halloween. i'll pull the plug off everyone!

gonna work like a cow tomorrow. 10am to 12am. 14 hours! omg.

that's sick. anyway that's my last day so i shall endure through it as usual.

Thursday, October 27, 2005 . 11:12 PM

lightning flashing. thunder cracking and booming loudly in the sky. it was like a scene in "war of the worlds" where the aliens are beginning to invade earth. lol. wondering how many people got struck by the horrendous thunderstorm. black crispy human. how lovely!

i bought fish nets and hair extensions today. i booked an appointment with the piercer tomorrow to get my lips penetrated. heehee. suppose to work tommorow but my boss suddenly ring me up and gave me my off day. that fucker! keep changing my schedule! last day is on saturday! i can't wait!

i got no shoes to wear on halloween! omg. i'll go in slippers then, or barefooted. more sexy! haha. kaori is telling everyone that i'm a penguin. anyone reading this please call her "mosquito" next time! her evil plan to give animal names to my band mates has begun! evil* >_<

tomorrow's a busy day. gonna get my pants for halloween fixed and jamming in the evening! very happy! la la la ...

i hope it rains harder. oh man, i really miss school! lol.

good night everyone. blar blar blar.

bleach rocks. there is no heaven, only soul society.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005 . 11:34 PM

i feel so guilty. on both sides.

because of work i can't accompany my gal and can't jam with my band.

but if i don't help my boss, no one will and he seemed so poor thing. i always get stuck in this kinda shit.

jamming had been postpone twice before because of me. so sorry.

it will happen this week again. haix. =( i love this guy alot.

hahaha.

little mozart.

diet with me ok !

lol. i'm going shopping tomorrow. yay!

my gal made me my favourite oreo cheesecake. yay!

i'm stopping work this saturday. yay!

halloween party is on sunday. yay!

school is starting soon. yay!

other part-timers pay is 4.50 but mine is 5, fuck my boss but, yay!

bleach anime made me a better person i think. yay!

my band completing original soon. yay!

i see fewer mosquitos nowadays. yay!

getting my lips pierced soon. yay!

all my guys colleagues in restaurant gonna quit together this week. yay!

my boss will be so shock that he will start crying. yay!

i lost a few grams of weight. yay!

lastly, fuck you all and good night. yay!

Monday, October 24, 2005 . 10:41 PM

i can't wait for school to start soon. time passes so slowly.

oh god.

i have nothing to wear for halloween. nothing at all. kind of don't feel like going for it. i'm working even the day before the party. dammit! i have no time at all to prepare. i see shit everywhere.

fuck you all.

anyone up for a game with me at eurobattle net please add me as friend. my nick is "shirox".

thanks.

Thursday, October 20, 2005 . 11:44 PM

okay, i went jamming with my band today. we didn't play much covers and all the while was trying to perfect the original. hope that the next jamming session would come soon, i really wanna complete the original!

i'm very addicted to bleach, the anime. very! i plan to go jogging tomorrow morning but since my bleach is gonna download finish then i shall stay up late to watch! haha! i ate only one meal today. one fatty meal, tori q from takashimaya. notice that i did not use upper case at all to blog, because i'm simply lazy. yeah.

i got no time to make my vampire costume for halloeween so i shall go as anyhow character. its only like 9 days to halloween. omg. kelton you must help me! or maybe i shall not attend. hmmm, i can't decide, will have to see the situation.

making an original song is so tough! fucking difficult. omg. tera you must work hard!

ok bye bye.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005 . 12:11 AM

working.

jamming.

girlfriend.

studies.

it's so boring down here!

Monday, October 17, 2005 . 12:49 AM

Sunday, October 16, 2005 . 12:46 AM

its already 1a.m now. jiro's birthday is here! in case you don't know him, he's my guitarist! i am suppose to celebrate with him and at the same time jam with him tomorrow but i can't make it because of my fucking job. how i wish i'm rich. really. all you guys out there should love your parents more as they give you pocket money during the holidays while i get nothing at all.

my life is so damn wrong. every part of it is wrong. if my life is a script, i would fucking burn it away and write a new one. anyway i was really happy because i went jamming yesterday. i really wanna pierce my lips by next week. if my boss doesn't accept it then i'll have a reason to leave. not that i couldn't find any reason to quit but if he can't stand my lip piercing i'll take it that i'm being fired! hee hee.. so that i would not feel bad.

anyway, a really happy birthday to you jiro, if you're reading this. god bless you.

Thursday, October 13, 2005 . 1:47 PM

sad to say i can't quit my job. it's hard to find another one. i don't want to be broke. if i'm working will i have time for halloween? i need my costume. i'm making it myself! hee hee. i really hate my fucking workplace. i never pick up their calls when i'm off. fuck them. omg halloween falls on a sunday... most probably i'll be working. damn. if he forces me to work i'll quit. hey people! nothing great but i got my friendster account... just joining in the trend. hee hee... abit too late huh! i feel i'm not a part of your life anymore.
i feel so sick and tired of what i'm feeling.
you ran away, but you never told me to run with you.
you didn't want to.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005 . 10:48 PM

i haven't been updating lately.i've been hunting high and low for good stuff to share with you guys! its podcast!!!! i know it isn't new, but one peculiar cast really caught my attention. distorted_view! listen to it you fuckers! it's really for those sick in the mind only! they talk more on scuts(sexwithpoo) these days and bloody tampons in the past! tuesday is their sextastic tuesday... yeah! today! freaking funny host tim blew me away! lol. start downloading a piece now!

no that is not kaori, that's a fetish... although the poor penguin takes on her abit.

jamming tomorrow with my band minus that idiotic bassist kaori. she went malaysia to have honeymoon with her penguins. she's abit into beastility. yeah, animal sex, especially into penguins. heeee heee hee. yucks! bird sex.

yay. finally got my garnier pure a! can strike one out of my wishlist. but lazy. still listening to distorted_view. that cast can really distort your fucking minds. haha. alright, i haven't quit my job. if i quit i'll be broke, so i'm considering my options, pimping myself out to foreign construction workers or continue to slave in that fucking restaurant. or, you guys can donate me some money. i just need 50 bucks a day to survive. haha.

i'm pretty into the anime, "bleached" right now. in case you haven't heard about it, i will not be bothered to explain to you. lol! go screw yourselves. and if you heard about it, and if you have the videos of "bleached" series, kindly, please kindly send them to me to my email! emopunko@gmail.com i'll pay you ten cents for every series. really. lol.

Sunday, October 09, 2005 . 12:49 PM

finally sold something yesterday! my mini fridge! haha. sold for 30 bucks. cheap right! still got many enquires about it, my discman also going anytime now.

well, recently don't feel like blogging, i'm really tired from my work. you see 3 or more previous i'm ranting about my fucking job. confirm quitting!!! confirm plus guarantee! got my pay yesterday... haha... stupid boss paid me $30 extra. my pay is confidential. that is for me to know only. i'm working today too, at 3pm, hence i chose not to go for the j*fest at tampines. fucking shit. had to miss a great event because of work. at this age shouldn't i be playing hard? absolutely hate my dear life!

strait times reported that a woman called 'kalin' is the one who reported the two racist bloggers and send their asses straight to jail. i don't like her statement -> "now bloggers know that there is a limit of what they can write on their blogs" you see people, she trying to act like wonder woman and save her race. i'm not saying anything about muslims, and in fact i love muslims! but this hag intercepts singapore's freedom of speech. first they ban students to flame their teachers on blogs, now this hag trying to control what we bloggers chose to write! if people kept on going on blasting bloggers off their seats, blogging would not be popular anymore. why can't those fuckers be more open minded about stupid racist comments? next time if you see the hag better stay away from her! if you say something wrong she will call the police and sue you! lol.

what's the use of singaporeans blogging? we can't even say what we want.

Friday, October 07, 2005 . 12:21 AM

finally got back to work today. monday, tuesday and yesterday was my off day. fucking tiring day. did you know i grew biceps while working in that silly restaurant! fucking hell! i wanna slim down not grow some stupid muscle!

ate fish and chips for dinner. hahaha! so much for my dieting plan, really got no choice as i didn't eat anything the whole day and i did lots of work throughout the day. hence, is either i eat or die so i choose to eat! lol.

my hair grew longer now. going to cut it soon... by the way, my motherfucking idiotic ratshit restaurant haven't given me my pay yet! omg. i really wanna sue them for abusing me! suppose to get it on wednesday then manager said boss have not give him money yet. what the fuck is that man! i've got freaking lazy bosses who do nothing but drink coffee the whole day and sit on their asses while i slog like shit.

quitting my job on the 15th this month. i need some rest and wanna concentrate on my band first. i haven't been enjoying much this holiday. omg... i'm missing out so many good things in life! fuck. working at ten in the morning tomorrow! shit man. how i wish i'm rich. $!$!$!$!$!

Wednesday, October 05, 2005 . 3:06 PM

feeling super exhilarated today! finally got my zodiac1 ! hahahahaha!

=P

Tuesday, October 04, 2005 . 12:36 AM

selling his heart to the devil. not succeeded as you can see... hahaha!

Monday, October 03, 2005 . 12:32 PM

i don't wish to comment anything about my sub-paper.

dreaming about my zodiac... wet dreaming... heehee... hope to get it by thursday!

next i need to save for my 1gb sd memory card. the zodiac have four slot to put memory card. just imagine i buy four of those 2gb sd cards and i'll have a total of 8gb in a handheld! best in the world...! yay yay ... see... i'm dreaming* .. lol.. i can't type properly when i'm happy!

celebrating my 2 years anniversary with my gurl tomorrow. suppose to be on last saturday but my fucking stupid asshit company begged me to work. fuckers man! please go ahead and sue me for flaming the restaurant on my blog. so they can sack me and i don't have to work anymore! haha.. having my cmath sub-paper tomorrow. fuck it. most likely i'll be retaking that subject again next semester! =( i thinking i've been working like a mad cow til i lost touch with the real world already. i rarely listen to music nowadays and all i hear is some stupid pop songs blaring out from the restaurants hi-fi. i think it's time to make myself happy! >_<

i maybe getting a tapwave zodiac... a palm handheld which plays anything and everything, even dvd movies. heehee... used to be a palm fanatic until one fateful day when i lost my memory stick and then in a fit of frustration sold off my clie about five days later. palm, i'm falling back to you again! heehee.

i really don't wanna slog like a whore this whole holidays. i feel i need some rest. you may think that why being a waiter is so fucking tiring but when you see me work, i do things no different from a labourer, sometimes worse. fuck man!!! i wanna quit! really wanna quit, but darn parents would not give me money to spend! shitass.

my biggest wish this holiday is just to pass my sub-paper. really really hope so.

soon i'm gonna quit my fucking job. really soon. simply can't take it. *sighs*

Sunday, October 02, 2005 . 1:56 AM

tears dripped and vanished,
the devil sang his hymn.
distraughted from within,
purple skies he brings.

fingers crossed to last,
wavering in the past.
no loathesome i feel,
trust is never real. fuck it. i don't feel like blogging today.

fly away with me.