Monday, April 24, 2006 . 8:49 AM

had a bad morning! bad bad bad...

well i just got home... i feel so freaking useless.

i woke up damn early today, around 6.30am to prepare honey lemon for baby. i redid it twice cuz i wanted to make sure it taste abit sour cuz she likes it.by the third time, i think the taste is okay already so i went to bathe. that's around 7.10. i came out around 7.20, had a cup of milk and rushed down to take cab. then fuck! i no cash to take cab and the nearest atm is at tamp mart...

i feel so fuck so i took bus. the fucking bus came ard 7.45!!!! okay on bus i msged baby... and she told me she gg out soon. on the bus i pray damn hard that she will not leave so early... and morning the whole road jammed like one fuck!!!!! she's meeting her cousin at 8.30am and yea finally i reach her hse area at 8.05am, and she had gone out, board the bus already on her way to meet her cousin. haaaiiiissss.

yes, i had a really bad morning. first time a surprise for her unfufilled. now the poor honey lemon drink is sitting and crying in my fridge.... =(

i miss my baby alot. really really alot. especially when i noe that she's starting school today and maybe can't meet her...

hope that i can fetch her from school today lor.... that's the only thing i'm looking forward to right now.... just to see her, nothing else.

gawd, how can i feel not useless.