Thursday, April 06, 2006 . 1:33 AM

dunno why but i love to plan things... especially planning for my future and all that. hmmm let's see, in the meantime waiting for school to start and work very hard in school and with justin... ard 2010 i'll be in ns, that's like 22 yrs old then go ns....lols! nvm... come out of ns liao ard 24... then at 25 i'll chiiiooonngg my career. by 28 or 29 must save enough to get married... aiya i promise myself to get married before 30 la...

then... if i'm married then must super chiiiionnng my career and by ard 36 i alr chiiioong 10 years liao.... ok then i think should be stable alr.. time to enjoy life and blar blar here and there. still must work la... but definitely not for other people!!!!!

if i turned 40, i'll be ugly alr... turned to uncle liao den i'll start to buy branded stuff... hahaha. to look in trend! shit i really scared if i start balding! =/

i don't look very far in my love life, cuz in love everything is so unpredictable. actually i'm still very afraid of getting hurt... tot i immune alr but i still get jealous quite easily... but can control la... so much better than last time. hmmmmz.. for now i'm super happy with my deardear siying... she totally rawked my world! she changed the way i looked at life and how i think. i feel that she's the one i really wanna settle down with.... =X

baby, when i'm with you, i feel that every big problems or every huge things that come by seemed so small to me. u gave me the strength to carry on and on...

i love u .... i really do...