Wednesday, April 19, 2006 . 3:03 AM

lack of updates lately due to my laziness. was too busy surfing for phones..

hmmmm... surprised my baby with billabong bag she wanted... lols.. i told alot of white lies.. lucky she didn't buy and called asking me whether she should buy it anot... =) of course i said no.. cuz i already bought it for her! ahahas...

baby's making cookies either on thurs or fri!! yummy!

i've really been gaining weight lately.

she may never know i much i love her...

she made me feel love is real again...

she may not know she's the one i'm gonna really cherish...

its hard for me to express the things i want, usually i would just say it straight, but now its kinda tough for me to open my mouth. yea i'll feel unhappy at times, but i'll never be mad at her or anything... i never wanna hurt her intentionally. well sometimes i did something which i didn't even realise it'd hurt her... gosh i'll feel so bad.

i dunno whether i should be happy or sad. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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i just feel damn wierd la. haizzzz.