Sunday, April 23, 2006 . 1:08 AM

i feel so sad.

i'm already 19 this yr. i dun wanna be a useless fucker when i'm 20 plus. i want a car. i want lots of money. i really wanna be a perfect man. shit i really need to grow tall.

but first.

i wanna get my own transport. not to impress anyone but i just wanna drive. yea even though is my dad's car. i just wanna drive.

i'll do anything to get my license. haaaaaiiissssss. yes i will definitely get it soon. hopefully by this year the latest.

i can't be wasting my life away anymore. if i chiong hard enough i can live comfortably without depending on my parents at ard 30? yea i'll try. after all my dream is just to be financially sound and have my own happy family ! =)

baby's gonna start school already. good for her lo... at least wun be so bored. and can make new friends... cant wait for my school to start!!!! time is passing way to slow...

yes i'm jealous, if i'm not then something is wrong.