Thursday, April 20, 2006 . 11:54 AM

damn ! using my dad's laptop... my laptop went down due to some error kept popping up. gonna reformat it soon...

>_< made baby angry yesterday. i was really hurt too. i'm always being such an idiot... =(

not gonna meet her today.... gonna meet zhixin, justin and geri for kbox! wooohooo~

but the downside is i dun get to see baby.... well i can't be disturbing her the whole time right.... yesh, i'm too super sticky as a bf... but i really love being with her. oh well...

i think that trust is darn important in my relationship...or maybe in anyone's. and trust does not appear immediately, it is being built up. dunno why but somehow i feel insecure. zzzz not gonna write about that.

she and me still have a lllloooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggggggg way to go before i can say our love is forever in this lifetime.

i really really hoped what i dreamt of will not come true. i had too many deja vus to show me dreams can come true. i pray that the fateful one will not. haissss.

its really hard to find someone who loves you as much you loves him or her. i once did, but i didn't cherish... now, i can't say. things are too early. and yesh, i feel insecure still.

bless today! i just wanna have fun with my friends!

-iloveherthatmuchshe'llneverknow-