Sunday, March 12, 2006 . 1:07 PM

went to meet edwin in the afternoon to slack in the void deck... what to do, we're typical singaporeans who got so limited places to go. so many hdb flats, no place slack so void deck makes a cool chillout place. haha.

went to meet andrew afterwards. accompanied him to town to shop. i bought a coat, very nice material from far east, he bought one too. then we headed over to balcony at heeren for a drink. shared a jug of vodka with gin tonic. had tortilla chips too. yummy! =P

rushed to tampines to meet my baby afterwards. my head was feeling so heavy. felt so tired. i always feel so happy when i get to see my baby. i love holding her hands. went to nearby pasar malam to grab some snacks and i sent her home... i felt that the bus always go too fast. how i wish to have more time with her.... (>_<)

on the way home, i suddenly felt so depressed. alot of things has been bothering me lately, i chose to ignore. but suddenly i felt so pressurized. as if all the things that are bothering me came to my head all at once. that point i kinda felt tired of living. last night i had the worst time sleeping. i can't sleep. i laid in bed, with a heavy headache and a heavy heart. felt so painful, felt i need a hug. luckily fatigue got the better of me and still i fell asleep...