Wednesday, November 09, 2005 . 9:54 PM

woooo! i realised alot of things today. friends are friends. band mates are band mates. cannot be clashed. hence, from today onwards since i'm in a band i'll not care so much things and just drum only because they need my service. i shall not care or be bothered whether we're behind schedule or anything else since i'm a drummer and not any shits. yeah.

well i kinda miss jamming with my old buddies. the ones who rode through thick and thin with me. the ones who didn't screw me when i was already down. i believe we're jamming soon bros. miss moshing and puffing with you guys. it's been ages and i can't believe that you guys were acting just like last time when i called you guys up! we never ever got serious in the studio but we definitely had fun right! i really miss the times... haha. oh well, life is going good for me now!

gonna have some fun again! *mosh mosh mosh*

hmmm, now that the timetable of my classmates is different from each other, hope i can still hang around with them.

my friends are made to last forever. some "friends" just aren't. that's why i'm slowly shutting them out.

i seen the colours.
i smelt fear.
i taste my misery.
i hear evil laughters.

but... i'm feeling elated again! ready to rock n' roll, like long time ago.

****it was the best days of my life**** <- dedicated to leon, daryl and jeremy.