Monday, October 03, 2005 . 1:53 AM

having my cmath sub-paper tomorrow. fuck it. most likely i'll be retaking that subject again next semester! =( i thinking i've been working like a mad cow til i lost touch with the real world already. i rarely listen to music nowadays and all i hear is some stupid pop songs blaring out from the restaurants hi-fi. i think it's time to make myself happy! >_<

i maybe getting a tapwave zodiac... a palm handheld which plays anything and everything, even dvd movies. heehee... used to be a palm fanatic until one fateful day when i lost my memory stick and then in a fit of frustration sold off my clie about five days later. palm, i'm falling back to you again! heehee.

i really don't wanna slog like a whore this whole holidays. i feel i need some rest. you may think that why being a waiter is so fucking tiring but when you see me work, i do things no different from a labourer, sometimes worse. fuck man!!! i wanna quit! really wanna quit, but darn parents would not give me money to spend! shitass.

my biggest wish this holiday is just to pass my sub-paper. really really hope so.

soon i'm gonna quit my fucking job. really soon. simply can't take it. *sighs*