Sunday, October 16, 2005 . 12:46 AM

its already 1a.m now. jiro's birthday is here! in case you don't know him, he's my guitarist! i am suppose to celebrate with him and at the same time jam with him tomorrow but i can't make it because of my fucking job. how i wish i'm rich. really. all you guys out there should love your parents more as they give you pocket money during the holidays while i get nothing at all.

my life is so damn wrong. every part of it is wrong. if my life is a script, i would fucking burn it away and write a new one. anyway i was really happy because i went jamming yesterday. i really wanna pierce my lips by next week. if my boss doesn't accept it then i'll have a reason to leave. not that i couldn't find any reason to quit but if he can't stand my lip piercing i'll take it that i'm being fired! hee hee.. so that i would not feel bad.

anyway, a really happy birthday to you jiro, if you're reading this. god bless you.