Monday, September 12, 2005 . 1:40 PM

i spent yesterday at one of my classmate's birthday bash chalet. wasn't really a wild one but fun certainly ran wildly through the night. had a couple of scorching whiskey drinks and many unhealthy doses of chicken parts and had a splendid time knowing more about my friends. wonderful bunch of guys!

growing up in your tiny part of the world filled with hatred, untrust and jealousy, people who you can really relate with are rare and hard to come by. you feel grateful when they are there for you but hurt when you fall and was left there alone. you tend to take everyone for granted as they are there, made ready for you in your life. you did not make the first move to call them or to care for them but expect them to rotate swiftly around you. slowly you lost your contacts one by one. in the end you find yourself locking up your soul in a dark empty space where no one or nothing can reach you. numbness in your mind takes you away. plastering the gaps between them is like concealing wounds in your limbs. though friends come and go, but you can make true ones here to stay.










wandering and searching,
the socks i wanna wear,
cutting in silence,
dirty socks i tear.
who will listen to my endless sorrows,
flowers, birds i wouldn't trust.
still wandering and searching,
dried a tear and mending,
the dirty socks i tore.
though holes on toes i know,
i chose that piece at last.